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Yes, I've finally found the munny to subscribe, and since my pre-tablet art is laughable to me but I didn't want to delete it all, I made a new account. This account is dead.

NeoNirvana account: neonirvana.deviantart.com/


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  • Listening to: The Alchemy Index Vol.2 ~ Water, from Thrice
  • Watching: The Grudge 2
  • Eating: Cake
w00t! 18...that means jail instead of juvie, no hugs from anyone under 18, I'm allowed to get an apartment, buy cigarettes, buy a gun AND horraaay I can actually see my own "mature content" deviations...that I drew. :party:


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  • Listening to: Here We Are ~ Breaking Benjamin
  • Reading: Queen of The Damned
  • Watching: Blood Diamond...again
Yeap, moved back to KY for a while.

Anyway yeah I'm working on quite a few things now, getting used to the tablet and all. If anyone has a request for anything like Gundam SEED, SoulCalibur, Blood+, things like that, let me know ;P


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  • Listening to: Soul On Fire ~ HIM
  • Reading: Queen of The Damned
  • Watching: Stardust...lolz
YEA I iz grounded until further notice, so yeah it sux I have tons of new stuff cuz I  GOT A TABLET FOR X MAS :D  but yeeeah I'lll upload if I can but I probably wont be able to. :(

*My new submissions are all pretty much WIPs that I wouldn't normally upload until they're done, but I have no idea when I'll be able to be on again.


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  • Listening to: Extreme Ways - Moby
  • Reading: Queen of The Damned
  • Watching: The Bourne Ultimatum
  • Drinking: Mexican Soda...Pinapple Flava
Yeah, Nicky Parsons...she's so hot. :love::horny:

You should all worship those movies as I do.

Oooh and also I happen to kno that I am getting a Wacom Intuos3 6x8 Tablet for Christmas...:w00t:

And yes I am aware that I need to get out more...ya well im workin on it.

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  • Listening to: Streetfight ~ Hedley
  • Reading: Queen of The Damned
  • Watching: Panic Room and Leto looks so wierd
  • Eating: anarexia
  • Drinking: dehydration
Leyt's goe ta Maars, hoo bea withh mea?!



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  • Listening to: Breath ~ Breaking Benjamin
  • Watching: Planet Earth, muted, with FF soundtrack
  • Eating: Pizza
  • Drinking: Egg Nog
I'm finally here, all alive & livin & shiz. 8-)

Buuuuuut my scanner isn't out here yet, so it'll still be a bit till I do anything new. Won't be too long tho.

So yeah, I'm bak babii ;P


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  • Listening to: I Can't Tell You Why ~ Eagles
Well I'm in the process of moving from Pennsylvania to California, so I probably won't be on here much until I'm all settled in. And in case my plane goes down in a blaze of glory, I want you all to know that I just :heart: all of you with all my :heart: :blowkiss: ;P

And a special :hug: for ixiblix. ;P

And a special :llama: for mellza. Or a :hump:  :laughing:


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  • Listening to: Smoke - Alkaline Trio
  • Reading: The Vampire Lestat
  • Watching: Blood+
  • Playing: FFXII
  • Eating: ashes
  • Drinking: dust
Hmm, a few things on the mind.

1. I'm getting kicked out of my house by this side of the family.

2. I have to live in California with the side I've met only once, and I can only stay with them for a couple months.

3. I have no money.

4. I've got to drop out of high school so I can support myself, so I suppose I'll try for a GED. :/

5. I turn 18 in five months, and that will be the end of my health insurance.

6. Thnx to the family, I never got to take my driver's test so I can't even drive myself to wherever I need to go.

7. Yea, I'm basically alone.

8. But YAY, at least I'll be traveling. w00t.


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  • Listening to: Funeral For A Friend
  • Reading: The Vampire Lestat
  • Watching: Planet Earth
  • Playing: MSG: Encounters In Space
  • Drinking: Gin & Juice
I'm back. Ok so I still don't have a tablet, just my trusty touchpad. But I did get Painter :D so I'm learnin what I can. And now that I can color, I'll be doin alot more now hopefully. ;)


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  • Listening to: Uneasy Listening, Vol.1 ~ HIM
Of my dA or me. No, it didn't happen, but let's say it's in a... cryogenic state right now. Having a life, good or bad, takes up one's time. So do the public prisons that minors are required to be shipped to for 180 days of the year.

And as for the art itself...

#1. Not much time to do it.

#2. I cannot take any of my art to the level I want it to be until I get a tablet and the Painter program, so unless you're donating, that's gonna be a while.

Soo...that's it for now then; I'll try to do what I can, when I can do it.

PS.
PEACE, LUV & HIPPIE CLOTHES!!!
never forget it.
  • Listening to: Three Days Grace
  • Reading: Greek Mythology
  • Watching: .hack//liminality
  • Playing: .hack//mutation
  • Eating: cookiez
  • Drinking: water
"Get Out Alive"

No time for goodbye he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands
Their bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said

If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life

This is my last time she said
As she faded away
It's hard to imagine
But one day you'll end up like me
Then she said

If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life (Life)
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life

(really hardcore guitar solo)

If I stay it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If you want to get out alive
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for

If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Run for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for...


If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go, if I go

Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
  • Listening to: 'Loving the Alien' - Velvet Revolver
  • Reading: Ugh, more english.
  • Watching: Heh, Charles Stanley, believe it or not.
  • Playing: Soul Calibur III
  • Eating: nothin
  • Drinking: h20
  Ugh, seems like whenever I set my mind on dewing somethin good in art, I get swamped in crap that takes all my time and energy. And it don't give it back. This weekend it's ANOTHER 100-point report/essay/review. Why, oh why did I take college engish? I don't even need it to go to art school... and yes don't even say it, I know it already, I'm just a complainer, boo-hoo.

oo an clickity click here
  • Listening to: 'Into the Ocean' - Blue October
  • Reading: Your mind
  • Watching: The Libertine
  • Playing: Soul Calibur III
  • Eating: Goulash
  • Drinking: Water
Same thing, yet another cancellation! =D Yupperz, so yeah it's cold an loanly here in my cold loanly room...c'mon do the math...;)



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Sorry bout that, had to get it out. Since it's below -5 out there, we got no school. Not that any of you care, but I'm happy so there. And I found a couple of art schools I wanna go to, and there's a few in the UK :XD:. And yes I'm working on the old projects I mentioned in the last entry. Well, I'm here aaaalllllll day so...TALK 2 me!! =P
  • Listening to: Paris Kills (album, The 69 Eyes)
  • Reading: Another damn Stalin thing, for eng. class
  • Watching: The smoke spring forth from my oral cavity.
  • Playing: Haunting Ground
  • Eating: Spanish Rice
  • Drinking: Water
I admit it, I am. Especially when it comes to my art, which will be a problem I will need to fix if I decide to do art as a career. The thing is, I always promise to fix sketches, ink them in, finish a project or whatever. But everytime I get a new idea, that's my new project! So hopefully soon, I'm gonna take a break from new stuff and just sit down to go through my 'neglected' works. Coming Soon![?]
  • Listening to: My Confession (OTEP...aaangriness...)
  • Reading: Report card (0.9 GPA!)
  • Watching: The falling rain
  • Playing: Haunting Ground
  • Eating: Spaghetti
  • Drinking: Water
Okay, now naturally, in the first week in a while I've actually been 'good' and focusing on my grades rather than my rep, I now possilby face expellation. Oh, the week was fine- until friday. What used to be my favorite class (comp cuz my friends are there) turned into a totally insane...thing. Our wonderful teacher/coach/skinhead/nazi decided that he hates the face I was born with cuz its better than his. For no apparent reason, he starts yellin at me, sayin I'm "disrespectful" and shit, and I didn't even say anything! I seriously actually spared him my usual sarcasm all year! Long story short, and a few slight yet apparently damnable facial expressions later, I finally got a few rather nasty names and a death threat out of him in front of the whole class. Everyone heard it, so I had plenty of witnesses when I reported his ugly ass to the office. Now who was the person in question here? The teacher, not me, am I right? That's what I thought too, until I get home and my grandad starts bitchin that Homa (the principal) called an told him I'm lyin about somethin the teacher said and that if they prove it I'll be expelled. So apparently some teacher's pet (or a jock or a cheerleader) said THEY were the ones that gave me the threat, and that I'm just lying to get him fired. So I spent the whole fuckin day in that office, and I'M the one in trouble now!  Seriously, I think I was meant to be a beach bum or somethin, cuz obviously I'm not makin it thru school. They can all burn in hell, I'm not takin that from anyone. AAAAAAAAARRRRRGH!
  • Listening to: MCR'S NEW EP!! YAY!!!
  • Reading: Some stupid Stalin thing for english class.
  • Watching: The snow fall.
  • Playing: FFXII
  • Eating: Nothin
  • Drinking: Water
Yeha yeha we finally got snow!! A bit late for Christmas, but we got it baby! I was seriously gonna protest winter if we didn't because there'd be no point in having winter in the first place if it wasn't for snow. Yeah, if it keeps on comin like it is, we'll be out of school! :XD:
  • Listening to: Disenchanted (MCR)
  • Reading: The computer screen, duh.
  • Watching: The snow fall.
  • Playing: FFXII
  • Eating: Snow
  • Drinking: Orange Juice
Well, for starters my grandparents are trying to force me to attend a scabies-infested school tomorrow, never mind that it's my ___day to boot. They seem to have not noticed that it is no longer 1925, and the world is a modern place. People don't care about attendance records. They, or I, DO care about getting scabies from filthy freshman. I refuse to go, it's ridiculous. End of story. Heh, I'm not even HAVING a __day, all I asked was to not get scabies, basically. It's a monday, I ride a bus full of honestly gay people, the school has a disease, it's supposed to be my __day, I dont want to go. Is that too much to ask? Oh well, selfish me.
  • Listening to: Tamaki Nami (Yes it's Japanese)
  • Reading: Driver's manual
  • Watching: SEED C.E.73 Stargazer ~ Stage 03
  • Playing: FFXII, ToS, Haunting Ground
  • Eating: Some Chinese...thing
  • Drinking: Blood (:P)
Okay, it took me a while, but I am finally focused on life [so far] and I'm actually trying in school and esp. in art. I'm done worrying about other people's personal problems because really, it doesn't pay off. Life goes on, people move on and so we march on. I know who my friends are (esp. ShizukaSatsujin aka Shizzy, I'll miss ya) and I know what I have to do. It's a shame to go back to the "#1" way of thinkin, but hey, the rest of the world does.
  • Listening to: I Can't Tell You Why (The Eagles, major old)
  • Reading: Your mind.
  • Watching: Famous Last Words (MCR)
  • Playing: Tales of Symphonia, Haunting Ground
  • Eating: Your heart.
  • Drinking: Mike's Hard, beotch!
Sorry I haven't posted anything in a while, but one word is to blame: mid-terms. I think I passed about half of them. So yeah, just to barely get by, I have to waste my time on crap like that, with no time for art or really anything else. Well, hopefully I'll have time to post something over the break. Oh yeah, and I'm moving to California.